haiz... now's gonna be midnight, not asleep yet~ missing him... at least he did come online... =)) well he left not long ago... =/ just left playing pool with gary, yulin & wellson... (ehem, i watched more than i played) haha, stopped playing ever since wellson came in... hehe~ imagine playing with those pro dudes.. *.* haha, just now i purposely on all the oldies on my computer and made my dad sing... it's kind of funny seeing him sing... woah, he sangg~ haha!

guess he must had wondered if the guy i mentioned was him... well yeahh, it's him... but how can i say... facing the fears i had, feeling the pain all over again ='( simply, im also starting to wonder what he meant by all those he said... am i thinking too much or does he really mean something? =/ my world is filled with him...

-missing him starts from the very minute he left-

loved; 11:43 PM